Writer's own thoughts!

  It is true that one alpha recognizes the other, One true lone warrior saves the other in the battlefield,  I don't need your body to love you.  nor do I need to look at your appearances,  But I do need your presence to feel your warmth, I want you to wrap me with your profoundness,  A platonic love at its full vigor-  Shapeless, formless yet so deep just like a floating river,  I don't need your body to love you,  Cause, I know your body is a mosque,  Mine is a shrine, Let the souls spark light and when we'll merge as one,  Our souls will form a lasting tie,  Dance in the unseen realm, Sing hymn in the Eastern, Pair as a vibration so powerful that we'll see God in our eyes! 

  Deep down inside you are a little boy,  Who just wants to play in the green grass fields,  A little boy who wants to get rid of all the clutches that held you back,  Who wants to find a lap so motherly,  So safe without any wounds,  But you are a gentleman in this wicked world facing only witches,  Pick up the sword of self-love my dear,  In this alienated world isolation could be so dangerous, Don't panic, don't fear the unknown hurdles, Gather your pieces together-mend those,  Get free from all the doubts, Clear all the projections imposed upon you and forget those atrocities that were created from, You are your own savior,  You hold the lantern- Do the inner work, One day you'll too meet a girl on the same page as yours,  A little girl so frightened for the adversities she has gone through,  Those hands that were supposed to protect her- smothered her until she could gasp for breath,  A little girl so innocent of the ...

One day you are going to thank the universe,  For the way life had been,  Don't fall in despair,  Don't loose hope,  As the sun shines bright at the sunsets,  After intensely shedding rays,  At the bay, then the seashore touches the heat waves,  Absorbs the rage-that it has built for centuries, Decades after decades the world has been so unfair towards it, So the sun became so intense, Poured its agony in whatever he passes,  Standing all alone by himself- so much have the sun endured, over and over again,  Absorbed the heat of the sands,  But, now the sun is not alone,  He fell in love with the moon,  The moon is not different,  It's the reflection of the sun himself,  So the unending love story of sun and moon begins,  The moon could absorb all the heat as she was searching for the the light,  The sun was now finally happy to share his existence with the moon,  The moon was happy to find a shelter in,...

  For you I would swim oceans,  Cross miles and miles,  Dig deeper and deeper,  For you I would go to any length, any parameters,  Build myself- go through utter reformation.  For now I know, only the healed, healthier and happier version of a person can keep the other agile,  For now I know, if only I love myself from the core can I love you in depths with no regrets- timelessly, distantly or without any appearances, This time love is infinite, formless,  Perhaps, this time love would be endless, and mostly in silence!  ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

  I can read the sadness veiled in your gleaning eyes,  I can feel the emptied hollowed ness in your essence that you hide behind your jovial smile, accepting passionate voice, and an eager mind, I can hear the unspoken words unscripted back inside of your vigilant mind,  I can fathom the big heart you deploy yet you remain so humble trapped inside,  I can sense your sorrows, all whines,  But, let me remind you, all these frictions made you shine,  Shine like a comet, a shooting star in the darkest night,  Shine bright like a diamond concealed in the hued mud and fossil archetype,  You are one of a kind, kindest of all soul,  My soul yearns for you, for it recognized yours in the whimsical of entangled lives,  We are separate souls but linearly aligned, An union mingled in the stallion marked for breaking barriers miles and miles, Bafflingly unified yet so paradoxical,  You are a contradictions of all polarities, of all extremes so ...

Shared Sadness! Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy  You said in despair, where do I belong?!  Well, You will be okay, for remind yourself the strength you have had always that pushed you to come along alone this far,  You will be okay on your own after the losses and miseries thrown upon,  You will be okay even after the memory of the tragedy fades away, Because, It's always you moving on, One mission of life is to absorb everything and move on,  Carry an ocean inside of you but never drinking an ounce from it to quench thirst,  You are the vast ocean and you belong to the vastness of the emptiness you behold!  Cause the more emptier you are the more  analogous you are to the universe! Well, You belong to the only one divinity, So, if the higher being wishes you to suffer from an agony, you can't dismiss it, if it wishes you to have the pain, embrace it, find rejoice in it. Finding solace even if not rejoice,  But, whatever comes in your way breaking your...

 We are previewing our lives in the memory of God, Flashback!  The caravan of time is displaying us our deeds otherwise, The resurrection has already occurred, We are facing the judgement day, In the terrains of 'Pool-Sirat'- we've already walked in, Passed through the passage of time, We are heading in our lifetime on 'Burak' now, Indeed, we are living inside a dream of the supreme, This earthly world is an illusion of an illusionist, Only the truth seekers can reach at the end of the tunnel and then, There is no turning back! No reversal, No reversions, Are we revising the lives we already lived? Perhaps, we are rehearsing the life we've already experienced, We are created from the timeless space,  We'll all assimilate with the same! Or, we've already been?  Who knows perhaps, we are just rewinding our soul journey, watching it like a limited series directed by God, produced by us, we are acting in it daily!  A new found truth to me might be the ultima...

...................A beautiful distraction......................    You were a beautiful distraction,  I wish I could keep you in my palms like a pearl, I wish I could slip away like sands in your hands and I wish we could walk by the aisles-side by side- beside the terrain,  I wish I could see the hidden world inside of you- the gem,  And, I wish you could see through me,  Agony behind my smile, Tears hidden in the corner of my eyes, I wish you could fathom my soul underneath of my shaken breath,  I wish you could understand me keeping aside all the prejudices you've built, We are a bridge apart,  Our stories doesn’t match, But, somewhere in between -  We are similar - Similar in beliefs,  Perhaps, we are lonely and stricken with betrayals- rounds of trials, Maybe,  we are always under scrutiny,  Always under surveillance in a judge-court,  People judging us,  People looking at us,  Deciding for us- our fat...