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 Elicit confession: Forbidden elixir attuned with satire,  Simulant simulacrum at its best attire!  Stimulating elation on shrunken tires,  Wide bright eyes with a broaden smile decorated on heydays begetting nasty desires!  ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

Never tell your tale to anyone who appears to be sweet and all understanding just for a moment,  Sometimes people pretend to be your closest and you want to recreate your nearly bonds with them which you lost,  But, again, when you open your wounds and show them your vulnerability,  They get to see through you,  Now, you give them power to hurt you,  Mold you, abuse you, label you, shake you,  You think that you are creating a mental connection but actually you are getting stuck into a dismantling situation,  You think that you can understand people,  You get empathized with them,  You put them on pedestal,  You label them as great thinkers,  You think that you are philosophizing,  Understanding each other,  But, you could see through their mental disorders and they could see through your abnormalities and finally you both declare each other as mental!  The world is filled with mentals,  We all have our own disor...

Letting go of ungodly people in love of the god is the practice of supreme narcisism,  Cause, this time you can't love anyone except the God, No human love can be paralleled with it,  And, the form of love for god which alienates you from humankind is not the essence of pure love that God intended,  It is you the selfish human being who can't love anyone else except itself; proclaims to be in the order of God, stepping itself in the pedestal of high spirituality,  Once Nebuchadnezzar also declared himself as the highest God!  That's also the case with the people of god!  One reality check: God didn’t teach you to isolate from its creation,  It said to assimilate within and be the one,  Enduring everything yet remaining endearing, That's the principle of God,  God has accepted you completely- the way you are,  So, you as a people of God should also accept everyone as the way they are,  Acceptance is the truest form of love,  A l...

  You only beget unhappiness being original, You only welcome sorrows by being surreal,  Life is always monochromatic if you're not delusional,  It is always grey if you could only fathom, That's why we are habituated to live in the moments,  Because, nothing lasts long but the struggles remains,  So, we treasure whatever we find for sometimes,  Every momentarily gain is precious,  Cause, what you have today you might not have it tomorrow,  What you had yesterday, you might not have today,  And, what you might get tomorrow might never appear,  So, practice living in the present,  Life is momentous, too precious to remain stuck in one place!  It's is life happening that teaches us to blow our wings -spread worldwide,  Life is too small to remorse for what you could attain and what you didn’t, for what you have and you don't,  Life may be a struggle between our desires of the haves and have nots,  But, all these ar...

  People stays at memories,  Becomes pictures to accompany,  Lonely in crowd,  Crowded in the lonely mind,  Absurd is the notion that melodious life becomes motionless- from emotions to emotionless,  Being too much rational is indeed a disease in the alternative world of emblematical chaos beneath the decayed surface,  But, what else to do! An emotional person can't be emotional anymore- what a fate, how tragic! We are all engulfed into becoming mechanistic in this mechanic process of estrangement, Oh, damn the 'mechanical obedience ', Where we are all alike- self-concerned!  Portrayals of betrayals portraits ephemeral momentum of the beginnings and endings.  Humankind you were once happy,  Now you are sad- in an eternal perplex,  There is no turning back,  You laugh like a hollowed scallop- spiritless,  You cry like a seahorse dispersing little ones so spiteful,  You dress like clown depicting happiness,  You cl...

  The biggest delusion on the earth is that we attach ourselves with things, people and situations  that are so foreign to us, yet we think they are similar, We think people are like us and show our true selves to them,  But we forget that we should put a mask on in this fake world of appearances- Where constantly people are changing their roles and reasons, Emotions are the carriers of realities, each reality shifts our focus, We are directed to our destinies through shared experiences, And, guided to our destinations through intuitions, We think we all are same, But not everyone's emotional world is always same, We think that by sharing emotions we are sharing each other's space and creating a bond, An eternal connection- but what we forget; not always any two people can be equal! Similarity in views, ideas and ideologies doesn't make two people alike, Nor does shared activities, Not even a mental connection so strong can unite two people who belongs to different situat...

  Men and women of color  Men of color, you too are beautiful, just admire it,  Women of color, you are also beautiful, just accept it!  Oh, Men and women of colors created from the same soil, you are just as worthy and as ever pleasant, soothing to the eyes of the God as the mere earthly beings!  Men of color, Women of color, praise your appearance, as only you can embody an aura of acceptance yourself except the validations of sentimentally made mortal judgments,  What makes you unique is your humbleness,  For men and women of fair skin are not always fair in judgements! ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

You say, "You're a shining star in darkest sky", "Let's clear the darkness then and be immortal with me in the same clear crystal blue sky, "I would love that if you cast your brilliance shining light cast over me. Your soul is so beautiful, it vibrates into whole universe... giving light into darkest universe with your beauty," "Let's share the universe together... What say huh? Shall we merge as unit as keeping God witness?  Hold my hand for infinity....  In the next universe too And hereafter  And never leave that, Wrap me with your warmth, protect me in your arms,  hide me from the cruel world under your shelter and keep me save for eternity.... Love me till death, stroke me with your unending love for lifetime. "I am there no storm to touch you, no evil can whisper you,  no barrier can separate me from you, I will be your shield for life here and after As long I am breathing even,  I die, your essence of love we will bond again hereaf...

Love Love is not about pointing at each other's weaknesses but to hide them,  Love is not becoming weak instead becoming their strength in distant odd times,  Love is about forgetting and forgiving,  Forgiving their past in which they had no control over,  And, forgetting the mistakes they make at present where they are still learning, Love is about holding a future together, painting it with colors that shines so bright,  Love is about building a dream that you dreamt long ago hidden inside of your conscience! As you are not your age, nor the size of the attires your wear, You are not a weight, or the colour of your skin nor your appearance, You are not your name, or the lineage you belong, You are all the books you read, and all the words you speak. You are your coarse morning voice, and the smiles you try to hide. You’re the sweetness in your laughter, and every tear you’ve cried. You’re the songs you sing so loudly when you know you’re all alone. You’re the ...

You are my favourite distraction,  Favourite leisure,  Favourite hobby, passion, igniting day light! You are my favourite part of the day,  My habitual obsession, part of daily life!  You have become my schedule, My routine- how can I therefore oblige?! Your absence takes me back to abyss,  Cause you are my twilight!  Why does day and night divide us- the divine embodiment?!  Why does maps distances us? Why are you so far away? Why can't we merge as one like the roots inside of the soils, You are my ancient history, I want to revisit you again and again, Sultan of my hearts Saltanat, And, I want to crown you on the throne of my heart and seal it with love,  Captivate you inside!  You are not free of the clutches of my love now,  For now you'll have to be accountable for your absence,  How can you forget your queen who dwells inside the walls of your heart so overwhelmed?!   ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

When in love, you long for that one person you want to talk to,  Share your every little details,  The pain in the air you breath, The chaos beneath- You want to show the hidden world behind the happy surface you put on,  You want that one person to understand you,  To touch your soul through mending those broken pieces,  I want to touch your pain softly,  I want to whisper in your ears that you are alright,  You are safe in my abode! I want to kiss your wounds that you got from the violent attacks upon you,  The world has been so unfair with you,  I want to create a world for you in another dimension where nobody can hurt you,  You can open up yourself to me, I can see your beautiful soul yearning for the fire of love to burn down those ashes stored in your heart for so long! I want to stroke your hair softly and say, Hey dear, It's alright, nothing to fear,  Grey days are over, newer beginnings are coming forth,  Believe in m...

  Who am I?  I asked my father once,  He left me into wonders contemplating, "Find yourself!"  From then on, till now I am on the voyage..  Moving on and on, yet haven’t reached any  point,  I still ask myself, who am I?!  I am none yet I am all,  I am a fraction of self with so many selves interacting with you all,  I am what you see and what I don't see,  I am what I see but you don't see! I am one and all yet I am nothing at all!  Who am I?! A summation of integrated experiences that brings me to the null, I want to look deep into my skull and find what's inside of it- Reflection or reflexes?! I am what I reflect and what I not! Now the question is reflected back , I humbly ask,  Well, Who are you?! ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

  Philosophy of secularism  Secularism devoid of spiritualism lacks true essence of humanity,  Spirituality lacking elements of secularism avoids conformity,  Respecting each others beliefs while merging as one is quite impossible if there is an imbalance between these two facts,  Infact, duality of secularism and spirituality can emerge as the divine comprehension of humanity, what the higher self had thought already, It's a work in progress, a structuration process,  We create structures through our agencies,  And, our agencies shapes those structures.  We couldn’t be a spiritual secular,  Hence, we are so conflicted and divided,  We couldn’t practice spirituality with secular thoughts so are we so stranded!  We are living with a fraction of humanity left in us,  Therefore, an incomplete human being we become eventually!  And, that's how, secularism is becoming a religion itself while trying to dissolve religion at the f...

  Soul-bonded  People don't love from their soul, that's why they feels distracted by the presence of others other than their partners, by places, by situations or contexts.  But, those who loves from soul can never forget the one for whom the soul yearns for once bonded.  The beauty of soul is the supreme form of all beauty,  It matters more than the exteriors,  It's always inside where love resides and comes from,  I want to reside in your heart,  Dwell there permanently,  I don't want to be a guest in your heart for as long as I am alive and after that only shall I live and revive there! You are my all reasons,  I made you my destiny,  I want to be your ultimate ecstasy,  Let's float in the ocean waves and go to the sandy island,  Where nobody can see us enjoying,  What's the point of love if displayed only in front of the world?  I can be your entire world inside of this fake one,  You can be my dome in ...

  It is true that one alpha recognizes the other, One true lone warrior saves the other in the battlefield,  I don't need your body to love you.  nor do I need to look at your appearances,  But I do need your presence to feel your warmth, I want you to wrap me with your profoundness,  A platonic love at its full vigor-  Shapeless, formless yet so deep just like a floating river,  I don't need your body to love you,  Cause, I know your body is a mosque,  Mine is a shrine, Let the souls spark light and when we'll merge as one,  Our souls will form a lasting tie,  Dance in the unseen realm, Sing hymn in the Eastern, Pair as a vibration so powerful that we'll see God in our eyes! 

  Deep down inside you are a little boy,  Who just wants to play in the green grass fields,  A little boy who wants to get rid of all the clutches that held you back,  Who wants to find a lap so motherly,  So safe without any wounds,  But you are a gentleman in this wicked world facing only witches,  Pick up the sword of self-love my dear,  In this alienated world isolation could be so dangerous, Don't panic, don't fear the unknown hurdles, Gather your pieces together-mend those,  Get free from all the doubts, Clear all the projections imposed upon you and forget those atrocities that were created from, You are your own savior,  You hold the lantern- Do the inner work, One day you'll too meet a girl on the same page as yours,  A little girl so frightened for the adversities she has gone through,  Those hands that were supposed to protect her- smothered her until she could gasp for breath,  A little girl so innocent of the ...

One day you are going to thank the universe,  For the way life had been,  Don't fall in despair,  Don't loose hope,  As the sun shines bright at the sunsets,  After intensely shedding rays,  At the bay, then the seashore touches the heat waves,  Absorbs the rage-that it has built for centuries, Decades after decades the world has been so unfair towards it, So the sun became so intense, Poured its agony in whatever he passes,  Standing all alone by himself- so much have the sun endured, over and over again,  Absorbed the heat of the sands,  But, now the sun is not alone,  He fell in love with the moon,  The moon is not different,  It's the reflection of the sun himself,  So the unending love story of sun and moon begins,  The moon could absorb all the heat as she was searching for the the light,  The sun was now finally happy to share his existence with the moon,  The moon was happy to find a shelter in,...

  For you I would swim oceans,  Cross miles and miles,  Dig deeper and deeper,  For you I would go to any length, any parameters,  Build myself- go through utter reformation.  For now I know, only the healed, healthier and happier version of a person can keep the other agile,  For now I know, if only I love myself from the core can I love you in depths with no regrets- timelessly, distantly or without any appearances, This time love is infinite, formless,  Perhaps, this time love would be endless, and mostly in silence!  ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

  I can read the sadness veiled in your gleaning eyes,  I can feel the emptied hollowed ness in your essence that you hide behind your jovial smile, accepting passionate voice, and an eager mind, I can hear the unspoken words unscripted back inside of your vigilant mind,  I can fathom the big heart you deploy yet you remain so humble trapped inside,  I can sense your sorrows, all whines,  But, let me remind you, all these frictions made you shine,  Shine like a comet, a shooting star in the darkest night,  Shine bright like a diamond concealed in the hued mud and fossil archetype,  You are one of a kind, kindest of all soul,  My soul yearns for you, for it recognized yours in the whimsical of entangled lives,  We are separate souls but linearly aligned, An union mingled in the stallion marked for breaking barriers miles and miles, Bafflingly unified yet so paradoxical,  You are a contradictions of all polarities, of all extremes so ...

Shared Sadness! Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy  You said in despair, where do I belong?!  Well, You will be okay, for remind yourself the strength you have had always that pushed you to come along alone this far,  You will be okay on your own after the losses and miseries thrown upon,  You will be okay even after the memory of the tragedy fades away, Because, It's always you moving on, One mission of life is to absorb everything and move on,  Carry an ocean inside of you but never drinking an ounce from it to quench thirst,  You are the vast ocean and you belong to the vastness of the emptiness you behold!  Cause the more emptier you are the more  analogous you are to the universe! Well, You belong to the only one divinity, So, if the higher being wishes you to suffer from an agony, you can't dismiss it, if it wishes you to have the pain, embrace it, find rejoice in it. Finding solace even if not rejoice,  But, whatever comes in your way breaking your...