Self-centralization

 The saddest fact


The saddest fact in the world is when you become your only priority, because the world pushes you to be such, 

It is horrendous, because you have none except you to worry for and love in this uncertain world, 

Uncertainty is the trait of this very modern society 

where nothing lasts long, 

Even your identity also clashes with constant pull and push, on and off situation, 

Classes interchange, complexity is at its peak and compliance becomes tough, 

Surrender is the only way for survival and you can't see anyway around, 

That's when you become self-centered yet so alienated, 

Alienated from self too at the same time, 

You are lost in the prime of self-consciousness, 

When none and nothing matters anymore, 

Cause, at the end, there remains nothing and none for you, 

You become your provider, 

You become your sustainer and you become your only backup when everything is doomed, 

So, there is no way around then trusting only yourself, loving, pampering and taking care of only yourself and nothing to brag about without you- yourself, 

You are forced to advertise about self-care, self-pampering, selfishness, 

You are compelled to advocate individualism and preach self-love dedicating your entire life only to self without thinking about people, society, evolution and change, 

You forget about revolution and revolutionary change, 

Because, all the the self-directed energies are pondered upon revolutionary changes within self, 

You remain in no state to care for the State, 

You remain in condition to contact, 

You are so isolated that you only have to confront yourself- enhance your very own skills, rectify your very own defects, 

You have no impact on anyone except ypur self, 

That's why you keep changing yourself continuously to adapt with the ever changing world since then, 

The earth is rotating and expanding, 

You are rotating too and expanding, 

The exception is that the earth rotates around the sun and you rotate around yourself, 

There is no 'Center' and 'Centralization', 

Everything is messy and mixed up, 

There's no single life learning from a global cultural context. 


©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

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