Caffeine


 You drink caffeine to reduce stress, 

To accommodate your time and balance-

Balance between work and life but your emotions messes with your schedule, 

Heavy caffeine does not work on you,

You are not awake neither are you sleeping-

But you are drowning deep into your thoughts -

You are submerging!

Emerging out of pain-

Like an eagle,

You scribble and scribble  until the last lash falls-

Niagra falls- heaven of earth?! 

You have seen it before you!

Your eyes has shed an entire falls-

A whole big city is drowned into your soul! 

You weep, 

Weep not sings the house of lord,

You are tired and worked up, 

You want to work on it, 

Focus and reschedule,

But, your painful memory does not let you to do so! 

You are entwined with it, 

Wired to feel everything, 

Blessed are those who are numb,

Who can shred away feelings like unwanted sweats occuring in the midst of a fancy hotel room,

Blessed are those who never bother to think,

Think about their deeds and feelings,

Ponder upon the impact they laid on!

Blessed or wretched?! 

Wrath of God falls upon them in the form of thunderstorms!

Coward them hides cowardly, 

And, preach a cowardice allegory to gain sympathy of the wreckage out of foul wisdom!

How would you hurt me?!

I want to see,

Now, when I am not attach to anything anymore!

I am free-

Free like a breeze, 

Free like the ancient spree-

How can you move me now with your words? 

You can not bind me with sticks and storms,

You can not bind the detached one, 

Those who defy time-

Place and meaning, 

Those who have no way around but all the paths come towards them- they are the threshold, 

Those who own no home but all the creatures both heavenly and earthly builds a shrine for them- they become so pure, 

Those whose picture is blurred by your filthy stains but are by default a shooting star in the sky listening to stars and comets sway and die,

Those whose sculptures are broken but the picture is etched through each passerby, 

A lamenting painting they are-

Brushed by the unknown, 

Dignified and Solidified! 

Age after ages- they remain in the minds-

Like nematodes they survive-

Survive the cold ice age and thaw back to stay alive!






©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

Time Frame: 3.15 am, Mirpur Cantonment. 

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