A gentle love from a gentle man


 Oh, I regret from the bones of my ribs 

that I lost a gentle love from a gentle man 

living overseas far away.

In another continent... 

In a distant land, 

My love has flown distantly so far away!

I lost him in the wake of time, 

I lost him due to my negligence, 

I lost him for unforeseen reasons, 

I lost him because I had to survive...! 

Do you understand 

That, I am both in charge and not in charge?!

Do you recognize the cruelty of fate?!

I lost a gentleman in the ungentle period of my life, 

Now when everything is in order without chaos, 

When time is alright, 

I can't and couldn’t find another

 gentle love from a gentleman like you, 

Oh, my damn regrets!

So awful I am in love, 

Fate couldn’t replace what it took away.

Damn, regrets! 

A gentleman is rarely found, 

Rarely born and raised, 

A gentleman like you is rarely available, 

Oh, how could fate betray! 


©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Time Frame: 6.09 pm, Tagar, MIST


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