One Last Tear Drop

One last tear drop,

But, I don't want to shed it for you, 

I don't want to remember you, 

I've cried a ocean when I was with you!

One last tear drop in our farewell, 

I didn’t want to leave you. 

Every thoughts about separation I ever had imagined was to hug you and bid a good bye, 

You didn’t give me the chance to say good bye to you. 

What if the phase didn’t end such way?! 

What if we admired each other, looked last time in the eyes and cried showing gratitude -

Thanking each other for being together for sometimes in this lifetime! 

What if I had not run away from you, 

Instead give you a farewell kiss and a tight hug-

Saying the sweet words for the last time and shed a tear drop in the remembrance of you!

What if our final destiny was not so crude,

What if we didn’t curse each other but stayed aloof?! 

One last tear drop shun in the corner of my eye,

But, I don't want to cry, 

I am saving it for the good time when you can understood. 


One last tear drop- I will shed it with you, 

If only you had the same good feeling of leaving instead of blaming,

One last tear drop- shed only in gratitude!  


©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy

Circa: Feb 25, 2023. Rokeya Hall, DU

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