See what silent love does to you


See what silent love does to you,

You have won a miracle, Ariana,

Still, you cannot enjoy the moment,

Relish the joy.

Because deep down in your heart, you feel empty.

See, what love does to you,

Silently, it kills you.

You link all your happiness, success, and joy with your loved ones.

If only it were easy to find true love and if only it were easy to keep,

Nobody would live with sighs.

Nobody would accompany tragic stories with their walking shadows,

The mirrors wouldn’t show long dull faces.

The day would not start gloomy, monotonic, and grey!

We are a living tragedy.

An elegy nobody writes about.

Nobody talks about how the absence of love kills a person.

Kills the inner joy.

Makes them dead,

Mourning silently for their lost love and inability to find another true love.

They keep moving, keep doing things—but there is no essence, no escape.

No meanings, no bindings.

Simply, a hollow emptiness is felt inside.

Oh, what a dysfunctional, morbid illness I have borrowed from life!

I am sick, and I know no cure.

I am chronically ill, and I don't know what to prescribe.

This pain is silently killing me, I don't know how to describe!

I live with a long held silence, 

I don't know how to deal with it! 

I sit down with the people inside my head, 

They keeps arguing. 

I silently, listen to them,

Their stories. 

I write the plot they have told me.

I talk to them till dawn, 

I take them to the moon- to the subconscious. 

The sublimity limits my curiosity,

The aftereffects causes me stiffness! 

What will I do with this rigidity I have imposed on myself?!

I have forgotten the path of fluidity and It's dewiness! 

Surrounded by artifacts and living with side-effects! 

I think I am doomed, 

Entirely submerged into my subconscious. 


©® Farheen Akter Bhuian Nancy 

Timestamp : 9.19 pm, Tagar



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