Writer's own thoughts!

  Men and women of color  Men of color, you too are beautiful, just admire it,  Women of color, you are also beautiful, just accept it!  Oh, Men and women of colors created from the same soil, you are just as worthy and as ever pleasant, soothing to the eyes of the God as the mere earthly beings!  Men of color, Women of color, praise your appearance, as only you can embody an aura of acceptance yourself except the validations of sentimentally made mortal judgments,  What makes you unique is your humbleness,  For men and women of fair skin are not always fair in judgements! ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

You say, "You're a shining star in darkest sky", "Let's clear the darkness then and be immortal with me in the same clear crystal blue sky, "I would love that if you cast your brilliance shining light cast over me. Your soul is so beautiful, it vibrates into whole universe... giving light into darkest universe with your beauty," "Let's share the universe together... What say huh? Shall we merge as unit as keeping God witness?  Hold my hand for infinity....  In the next universe too And hereafter  And never leave that, Wrap me with your warmth, protect me in your arms,  hide me from the cruel world under your shelter and keep me save for eternity.... Love me till death, stroke me with your unending love for lifetime. "I am there no storm to touch you, no evil can whisper you,  no barrier can separate me from you, I will be your shield for life here and after As long I am breathing even,  I die, your essence of love we will bond again hereaf...

Love Love is not about pointing at each other's weaknesses but to hide them,  Love is not becoming weak instead becoming their strength in distant odd times,  Love is about forgetting and forgiving,  Forgiving their past in which they had no control over,  And, forgetting the mistakes they make at present where they are still learning, Love is about holding a future together, painting it with colors that shines so bright,  Love is about building a dream that you dreamt long ago hidden inside of your conscience! As you are not your age, nor the size of the attires your wear, You are not a weight, or the colour of your skin nor your appearance, You are not your name, or the lineage you belong, You are all the books you read, and all the words you speak. You are your coarse morning voice, and the smiles you try to hide. You’re the sweetness in your laughter, and every tear you’ve cried. You’re the songs you sing so loudly when you know you’re all alone. You’re the ...

You are my favourite distraction,  Favourite leisure,  Favourite hobby, passion, igniting day light! You are my favourite part of the day,  My habitual obsession, part of daily life!  You have become my schedule, My routine- how can I therefore oblige?! Your absence takes me back to abyss,  Cause you are my twilight!  Why does day and night divide us- the divine embodiment?!  Why does maps distances us? Why are you so far away? Why can't we merge as one like the roots inside of the soils, You are my ancient history, I want to revisit you again and again, Sultan of my hearts Saltanat, And, I want to crown you on the throne of my heart and seal it with love,  Captivate you inside!  You are not free of the clutches of my love now,  For now you'll have to be accountable for your absence,  How can you forget your queen who dwells inside the walls of your heart so overwhelmed?!   ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

When in love, you long for that one person you want to talk to,  Share your every little details,  The pain in the air you breath, The chaos beneath- You want to show the hidden world behind the happy surface you put on,  You want that one person to understand you,  To touch your soul through mending those broken pieces,  I want to touch your pain softly,  I want to whisper in your ears that you are alright,  You are safe in my abode! I want to kiss your wounds that you got from the violent attacks upon you,  The world has been so unfair with you,  I want to create a world for you in another dimension where nobody can hurt you,  You can open up yourself to me, I can see your beautiful soul yearning for the fire of love to burn down those ashes stored in your heart for so long! I want to stroke your hair softly and say, Hey dear, It's alright, nothing to fear,  Grey days are over, newer beginnings are coming forth,  Believe in m...

  Who am I?  I asked my father once,  He left me into wonders contemplating, "Find yourself!"  From then on, till now I am on the voyage..  Moving on and on, yet haven’t reached any  point,  I still ask myself, who am I?!  I am none yet I am all,  I am a fraction of self with so many selves interacting with you all,  I am what you see and what I don't see,  I am what I see but you don't see! I am one and all yet I am nothing at all!  Who am I?! A summation of integrated experiences that brings me to the null, I want to look deep into my skull and find what's inside of it- Reflection or reflexes?! I am what I reflect and what I not! Now the question is reflected back , I humbly ask,  Well, Who are you?! ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

  Philosophy of secularism  Secularism devoid of spiritualism lacks true essence of humanity,  Spirituality lacking elements of secularism avoids conformity,  Respecting each others beliefs while merging as one is quite impossible if there is an imbalance between these two facts,  Infact, duality of secularism and spirituality can emerge as the divine comprehension of humanity, what the higher self had thought already, It's a work in progress, a structuration process,  We create structures through our agencies,  And, our agencies shapes those structures.  We couldn’t be a spiritual secular,  Hence, we are so conflicted and divided,  We couldn’t practice spirituality with secular thoughts so are we so stranded!  We are living with a fraction of humanity left in us,  Therefore, an incomplete human being we become eventually!  And, that's how, secularism is becoming a religion itself while trying to dissolve religion at the f...

  Soul-bonded  People don't love from their soul, that's why they feels distracted by the presence of others other than their partners, by places, by situations or contexts.  But, those who loves from soul can never forget the one for whom the soul yearns for once bonded.  The beauty of soul is the supreme form of all beauty,  It matters more than the exteriors,  It's always inside where love resides and comes from,  I want to reside in your heart,  Dwell there permanently,  I don't want to be a guest in your heart for as long as I am alive and after that only shall I live and revive there! You are my all reasons,  I made you my destiny,  I want to be your ultimate ecstasy,  Let's float in the ocean waves and go to the sandy island,  Where nobody can see us enjoying,  What's the point of love if displayed only in front of the world?  I can be your entire world inside of this fake one,  You can be my dome in ...

  It is true that one alpha recognizes the other, One true lone warrior saves the other in the battlefield,  I don't need your body to love you.  nor do I need to look at your appearances,  But I do need your presence to feel your warmth, I want you to wrap me with your profoundness,  A platonic love at its full vigor-  Shapeless, formless yet so deep just like a floating river,  I don't need your body to love you,  Cause, I know your body is a mosque,  Mine is a shrine, Let the souls spark light and when we'll merge as one,  Our souls will form a lasting tie,  Dance in the unseen realm, Sing hymn in the Eastern, Pair as a vibration so powerful that we'll see God in our eyes! 

  Deep down inside you are a little boy,  Who just wants to play in the green grass fields,  A little boy who wants to get rid of all the clutches that held you back,  Who wants to find a lap so motherly,  So safe without any wounds,  But you are a gentleman in this wicked world facing only witches,  Pick up the sword of self-love my dear,  In this alienated world isolation could be so dangerous, Don't panic, don't fear the unknown hurdles, Gather your pieces together-mend those,  Get free from all the doubts, Clear all the projections imposed upon you and forget those atrocities that were created from, You are your own savior,  You hold the lantern- Do the inner work, One day you'll too meet a girl on the same page as yours,  A little girl so frightened for the adversities she has gone through,  Those hands that were supposed to protect her- smothered her until she could gasp for breath,  A little girl so innocent of the ...

One day you are going to thank the universe,  For the way life had been,  Don't fall in despair,  Don't loose hope,  As the sun shines bright at the sunsets,  After intensely shedding rays,  At the bay, then the seashore touches the heat waves,  Absorbs the rage-that it has built for centuries, Decades after decades the world has been so unfair towards it, So the sun became so intense, Poured its agony in whatever he passes,  Standing all alone by himself- so much have the sun endured, over and over again,  Absorbed the heat of the sands,  But, now the sun is not alone,  He fell in love with the moon,  The moon is not different,  It's the reflection of the sun himself,  So the unending love story of sun and moon begins,  The moon could absorb all the heat as she was searching for the the light,  The sun was now finally happy to share his existence with the moon,  The moon was happy to find a shelter in,...

  For you I would swim oceans,  Cross miles and miles,  Dig deeper and deeper,  For you I would go to any length, any parameters,  Build myself- go through utter reformation.  For now I know, only the healed, healthier and happier version of a person can keep the other agile,  For now I know, if only I love myself from the core can I love you in depths with no regrets- timelessly, distantly or without any appearances, This time love is infinite, formless,  Perhaps, this time love would be endless, and mostly in silence!  ©® Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy 

  I can read the sadness veiled in your gleaning eyes,  I can feel the emptied hollowed ness in your essence that you hide behind your jovial smile, accepting passionate voice, and an eager mind, I can hear the unspoken words unscripted back inside of your vigilant mind,  I can fathom the big heart you deploy yet you remain so humble trapped inside,  I can sense your sorrows, all whines,  But, let me remind you, all these frictions made you shine,  Shine like a comet, a shooting star in the darkest night,  Shine bright like a diamond concealed in the hued mud and fossil archetype,  You are one of a kind, kindest of all soul,  My soul yearns for you, for it recognized yours in the whimsical of entangled lives,  We are separate souls but linearly aligned, An union mingled in the stallion marked for breaking barriers miles and miles, Bafflingly unified yet so paradoxical,  You are a contradictions of all polarities, of all extremes so ...

Shared Sadness! Farheen Bhuiyan Nancy  You said in despair, where do I belong?!  Well, You will be okay, for remind yourself the strength you have had always that pushed you to come along alone this far,  You will be okay on your own after the losses and miseries thrown upon,  You will be okay even after the memory of the tragedy fades away, Because, It's always you moving on, One mission of life is to absorb everything and move on,  Carry an ocean inside of you but never drinking an ounce from it to quench thirst,  You are the vast ocean and you belong to the vastness of the emptiness you behold!  Cause the more emptier you are the more  analogous you are to the universe! Well, You belong to the only one divinity, So, if the higher being wishes you to suffer from an agony, you can't dismiss it, if it wishes you to have the pain, embrace it, find rejoice in it. Finding solace even if not rejoice,  But, whatever comes in your way breaking your...

 We are previewing our lives in the memory of God, Flashback!  The caravan of time is displaying us our deeds otherwise, The resurrection has already occurred, We are facing the judgement day, In the terrains of 'Pool-Sirat'- we've already walked in, Passed through the passage of time, We are heading in our lifetime on 'Burak' now, Indeed, we are living inside a dream of the supreme, This earthly world is an illusion of an illusionist, Only the truth seekers can reach at the end of the tunnel and then, There is no turning back! No reversal, No reversions, Are we revising the lives we already lived? Perhaps, we are rehearsing the life we've already experienced, We are created from the timeless space,  We'll all assimilate with the same! Or, we've already been?  Who knows perhaps, we are just rewinding our soul journey, watching it like a limited series directed by God, produced by us, we are acting in it daily!  A new found truth to me might be the ultima...

...................A beautiful distraction......................    You were a beautiful distraction,  I wish I could keep you in my palms like a pearl, I wish I could slip away like sands in your hands and I wish we could walk by the aisles-side by side- beside the terrain,  I wish I could see the hidden world inside of you- the gem,  And, I wish you could see through me,  Agony behind my smile, Tears hidden in the corner of my eyes, I wish you could fathom my soul underneath of my shaken breath,  I wish you could understand me keeping aside all the prejudices you've built, We are a bridge apart,  Our stories doesn’t match, But, somewhere in between -  We are similar - Similar in beliefs,  Perhaps, we are lonely and stricken with betrayals- rounds of trials, Maybe,  we are always under scrutiny,  Always under surveillance in a judge-court,  People judging us,  People looking at us,  Deciding for us- our fat...

তোমার থাকা না থাকাটা জুড়ে আপামর শূন্যতা,  তুমি থাকলেও যা না থাকলেও তা- কিছুই যায় আসে না! অস্তিত্ব জুড়ে যে ছিল সয়লাব,  তার অস্তিত্ব আজ বিলীন,  মেঘেরাও হারিয়ে যায় মেঘের আড়ালে,  বৃষ্টি হয়ে ক্ষয়ে যায় মেঘের শরীর,  পৌছে যায় সেখানে যেখান হতে তারা এসেছিল।  তুমিও চলে গেছ দৃষ্টির অপাশে-  ক্ষীণ হতে ক্ষীনকায় হতে থাকে স্মৃতিরা,  অথচ, একটা গোটা দশক জুড়ে শুধু ছিল তোমার বন্দনা, শাপ হয়ে এখন গর্জে গীর্জাধ্বনি,  তুমি থাকলেও যা না থাকলেও সে একই কথা,  ফুরিয়ে গেছে সময় তোমার আমার আমিত্বে, নি:স্ব প্রেম এখন এ ধরাধাম, এ অযৌক্তিক বিশ্ব কারবারে! ধরতে গিয়ে না ধরলাম হাতটুকু,  স্বল্পমেয়াদী ছিল যে পথচলা,  হাহাকার হয়ে ফিরে আসে পদধ্বনি সে আমারই নিকট!  নি:স্ব এখানে তুমি,  নি:স্ব এখানে আমি,  'আমিত্বের' ঠিকানায় জায়গা হয় না কোনো 'আমাদের',  এককত্বের বন্দনায় সুর তুলে না যুগলবন্দী!   ©® ফারহীন ভূঁইয়া ন্যান্সি। 

কিছুই এখন এখানে আর বাকি নেই, যা কিছু ছিল সব ধুয়ে গেছে তুষার ঝড়ে, যা কিছু অবশিষ্ট রয়েছে- তা ধ্বংসাবশেষ, মাকড়শার জালের মত ক্ষীণ, সুক্ষ্ম, অনভিজ্ঞ, যা কিছু আছে তোমার আর আমার মধ্যে তা কেবল অনীহা, আর রয়েছে এক মহাকাশ সমান দূরত্ব যা আর কখনও ঘুচবে না। মহাকাশে নতুন নক্ষত্রদের উত্থানের জন্যে হলেও দরকার হয় শুন্যস্থানের , নবযাত্রা আরম্ভ করতে হলেও পুরোনো পথকে জানাতে হয় বিদায়, বিভক্তির বিভবকে জানাতে হয় পরাজয়ের সম্ভাষণ, মন্বন্তরের দ্বৈরতকে বলতে হয়- অচিন তুমি আর অচেনা তোমার গমনের পথ, চিরবিদায় হে সন্দিগ্ধ বিকাল, বিরাগ ভাজন অপারগ সন্ধ্যা, এবং ভীত-সন্ত্রস্ত বিভা। মাকড়শাদের সব সমীকরণ মিলিয়ে যায় খুব সুন্দরভাবে বৃষ্টিস্নাত উপেক্ষায়, অবসন্ন নিরবতার নিরালায়, ফাঁকা কুঠরীর জনবিচ্ছিন্নতায়, জ্যামিতিক জালের হিসেব ফুরোয় এক ঝটিকায়,  প্রহরের সতেজ আলোয় ছিন্ন হয় বিস্তার, খোলস লেগে থাকে অস্তিত্বহীন শরীরে, অবয়বহীন অবয়ব যে, মুখহীন একটা মুখ, শব্দহীন যে শব্দের বহর, কথাহীন যেসব কথাবার্তা- রয় অনুচ্চারিত এবং উচ্চারিত যেসব অর্থহীন কথা লুকায় সাজের আবেগ, আড়ালে অন্তরালে ঠিক ঐ খোলসের মত পড়ে থাকে প্রেম  অবলীলায় বড় অবহেলায়! ...

  They wanted to be accepted by all but were forced to remain aloof,  They wanted to convert their pain into power of words, but everyone felt offended.  Still, they carried on,  They architect their misery into arch and fandom,  But nobody understands them,  Nobody looks at their words and actions,  Nor do they comprehend the sad appearance they hide behind the jovial smile and outlook, They just wanted to be connected,  So, they use words to connect with people,  But, instead of getting love, sympathy and connections, They just receive passive aggression,  Instead of acceptance they get coldness,  Instead of inclusion they get excluded,  Instead of collaboration they receive sanction, And, instead of evolution, they become the reason for revolving revolutions, Consequently remaining in isolation,  Because, they are born sad, so they live a sadistic life, Till alive and aftermath- A walking tragedy becomes the center piec...

  Broken people everywhere breaking spirit of other people,  Broken in soul, in ties, in lives, collectively destructs zeal of others meanwhile,  They loathe each other for not conducting  peace with themselves,  Peace comes from within,  If there is no peace inside,  Then, everything is chaotic outside,  Broken hearts seldom tries to mend other broken peoples, instead sometimes they themselves become the massive roller coaster,  They become that huge giant engulfing other vulnerable peoples, They suck energy like a vacuum cleaner,  Sometimes damaged people are the most dangerous species,  Alas! Sometimes they become the most destructive agent to deal with! Brokenness is infectious,  One broken man breaks another,  Eventually and apparently, very easily they consumes you, devours you, and sucks your aura,  You won't find any reflection of truth, No peace inside of them!  As shattered as a broken mirror,  You...